Hungry or full?
I have to be cruel to myself because I am trying to lose weight. Some of the solutions which really helps me :
1) drink a huge glass of water 30 minutes before your meal.
2) if you are having noodles , try to drink the at lest one quarter of the soup fbefore you start eating.
3) before you start eating your breakfast why not try to put a slice of lemon in your water?
4)try to have your juice once a day.
5)eat your least favorite thing
Personally I have tried it works for me at lest it reduce my craving for food.
A little pain
I wonder do I still remember my ex bestfriends, the answer is yes. I miss my ex bestfriends very much even we drifted apart. Most of my friendships were not able to last long due to my problem. I am not someone willing to put so much effort regardless of friendships or relationships. So most of the time , I changed friends quite often and get used to it. My only one and only bestfriend would be my wifey. I know I don't have much friends but I dare to say my Wifey is the best bff to me. Is alright to miss your ex bestfriends , they used to play a part in your life.just learn to cherish your current bestfriends so that they will not become your ex bestfriends in the future
Stay calm and be positive
On 6 November, I didn't manage to grab a single piece in both H&M store. It sold out completely before I had the chance to look at it. In case you're wondering the reason behind it , I didn't spend my night at any H&M stores. When I reached H&M at ion orchard , I wasn't able to get any tags from the staffs. I had to wait for the last batch and it was open to public which meant :
1) I don't have time to think at all
2) just grab as much as you can
I only managed to grab 2 tank tops (white and black) at ion orchard and my pants from 313 somerset H&M at the end of the day.They have the three days refund scheme for shoppers which means I may have a slim chance of getting that dress.
So the next day I went back to H&M ion orchard, I immediately saw that dress beside the cashier counters and grabbed it. It was eu size 32(us size 0) , clearly I am unable to fit in. I'm normally us size 2-6 depends on the cutting and materials used.
In the end I brought it , I wanted to challenge myself and fit into that dress. From what I had heard from the staff at H&M, this dress was the first item to sold out during the first batch. A lot people want it as much as I do. Anyway now it is right infront of me, I'm not going to let it slip away from me again. This was the piece that caught my attention when I saw it on Alexander Wang's Instagram.Just because someone can't fit in doesn't mean I can't fit in as well. I'm gonna fit in one day , thus it's my goal for this year/ next year resolution.
Painful truth
For those I am unable to keep up with our relationships, I'm sorry to say I'm not someone who's good at maintaining relationships with people. What I could say I'm thankful that I met you guys during my adolescence.
friends vs Wifey
Maybe after a while or something happened then we all know who really is our friends that stood by our side. Anyway I always had a hard time when comes [FRIENDS] , I don't really have an idea who would be there for me since I am considered to be independent to most of the people I known. It's easy to socialise with people but the hardest part is to have a strong bond with them. So far I could only say my wifey is the one I trust. In case if you don't know who is my wifey , may be you should check out my social platforms. I tend to be more reserved when comes having a heart to heart conversation with my friends because I don't even know can i really trust them. I used to have a good friend in my secondary school , don't worry we are still friends just that I choose not to say too much information. She had betrayed me once and one time is enough for me to not trust her again. Currently we are to be considered as the hi - bye friends..Again , people you met doesn't mean you guys are really friends. Sometimes they could just be your acquaintance that's all. If not you could always try to be a little bit more reserve until you know the other party could be trusted.
Clean Eating
I should be guilty of this - Clean Eating. Many would ask what is clean eating? Basically it is consuming food in the most natural state , try to avoid consuming processed or refined food as much as possible. Why would people want to eat clean? For my honest option , I want to make small changes in my lifestyle. I want to be healthy even when I grow old. However , I am not doing it daily. Not because I don't want to but I find it hard to control my craving for sweet stuffs. Sometimes when I see my friends are having KOI , I would also like to have it. (In case you do not know , I have a major obsession with KOI) Since I am not able to eat clean for everyday , why not I try to eat clean for at lest once in a week? It is baby step at lest I am doing something instead of nothing but ranting on my blog. I take my time , and slowly progress to 3 times a week. For now I am eating clean 3 times a week , and working out everyday. Hopefully someday I am able to eat clean for everyday...
Perpetrators vs Victims
I came across a post at WeChat last night, the post was about going back with your ex. One thing came into my mind instantly "Going back your ex?" or do you mean begging your ex to come back to your side once again? Sorry , I can't bring myself to go back to my ex. Although I do miss my ex and cried myself to sleep every night but I am not going back to my ex. ( Let's put it this way, I've just broken up with my ex about a month ago. Anyway this is not even true at all~ ) WHY? This isn't about who dumped who, since one party had already made that decision I'll respect my ex's decision. I know the other party definitely had went through countless of thoughts before he/she had made that choice. To be honest , breaking up isn't about one person's issue. The real truth about breaking up is affecting both persons at two different timing.The perpetrators (This refers to the ones who initially the break up )would normally feel a sign of relieve at first , finally he/she is free from the mess he/she got into. After a while perhaps he/she would think back all the ups and downs with their ex. The moments they shared were REAL , at lest nobody could denied that. They would probably think of going back to their ex , if their ex are still single and unable to move on. There would be another type which would want go back to their ex even though their ex had already moved on and started a new relationships. It feels like someone had snatched their toys away from them. Both types of perpetrator would normally faced the post effect of break up after they have seen their ex had either moved on or started a relationships with another person.
The Victims (The ones who get dumped) would normally could not stop crying for a few day , few weeks or even few months. Maybe they just couldn't believed they got dumped by a perpetrator or not willing to believe why their partner had dumped them. They would be the ones facing the break up effect immediately. Most of the victims would asked why their partners had initiated break up , did they do anything wrong or is there something they can do to reverse the break up? Unfortunately , it a very slim chance of being together once again. If things are able to make up , please cherish your other half and put in an extra effort to keep up the relationships (Speaking from a girl's view) For those relationships were not able to make up. Nothing much to say , moved on completely and learn to love yourself more than you should love the other party. Don't get into a relationship because you feel lonely. After a few weeks of crying , it's time to start loving yourself more than you should. Pick yourself up and move on.
Overall : I am the perpetrators and the victims in my past relationships , I did some major mistakes in my life. As a perpetrator , I should be more understanding/ forgiving toward my ex. It's not something major , maybe that was my ex's way to show my ex loved me. I was very immature....
Speaking from a victim's point of view , I'm glad I am over my ex. Some things were not meant to be , no point forcing it.
Name: Lo Yuk Ling
Lks-Rose has been my official personal blogging site since 2014. I normally don't change my URL names
unless I have to for crucial reasons. At first I blogged for about half a year and then I totally abandoned my blog for another
3+ months for tumblr. After getting used to tumblr, I only saw tumblr as a reblogging sites, and I moved back to blogspot because I can't seem to find tumblr as a serious personal blog, I think it's more for reblogging ideas and images.
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