Gratitude
Honestly I asked myself over and over again, at the age of 19 did I achieve anything in life ? The answer would be yes , I did achieve something at the age of 19. Although I am not defined as smart or talented. In my peers or mentors' eyes I am consider to be one of the most hardworking person.(Thank you) For your information hardworking doesn't equal to smart. I started to pick up drawing , writing in the recent years. I never knew I could do it because of my low self-esteem. I was afraid. From zero knowledge to be able to drawing in ink.I should thanks my secondary school teachers , for showing unconditional love.Moreover I didn't even know that people do read my short stories , commented on it and asked me to write more.Actually that's more to talk about but I didn't want it to be lengthy. So I shall just end here , and off to bed. I really need to have a good rest. Good luck for those having their exams , goodnight
New chapter , a fresh new start
I am not going to comment anymore on my previous relationship with Mr Wong now, because it over between us. Anyway I hope Mr Wong is happy with his current girlfriend now, and I give him my blessing. In the process of moving on and entering into another relationship could be quite confusing for me. When I look into the eyes of my current partner , I realized I never regretted my decision of being with my partner at all. Even few of my closest friends told me I was much more happier compared to the past. I smiled really a lot recently , and both of my jaws are super sour due to the constant laughing.
Relationship? More like a relationshit
Fall out of love and fall in love recently with a new person recently. I hope this time this person gonna treats me right . Not going to have any expectations for her or anything . What hurts me the most is expectation, when the other party failed to live up to your expectation, you're disappointed in them. It's not their fault actually , but my fault. Because i always assume they would change and become a better person. I learnt not to have anymore expectation for anyone to prevent yourself from getting hurt again.
Move on and enter
I am back to this little space again, speaking of my thoughts and feelings. I am being 100% in this little space of mine. Recently I just ended my relationship with Mr Huang. People have been taking behind my back , why I decided to end it. The reason was very simple , I am not happy with it. To some people out there , it might not make any sense, what do you mean by you're not happy anymore? In a relationship there's always ups and downs, for my case there's too many downs. I am facing it alone most of the time. I don't feel appreciate when I made an extra effort in the relationship. Most of the time , I feel I'm the "guy" even though I don't take charge of the whole relationship. If the other parties are constantly complaining how insecure they are when most of your time are actually spending with them. How would you feel?
Over Eating
Hi guys , this week I am going to talk about OVEREATING. In case if you guy don't know what is overeating , let me give you a brief description. It is the consumption of excess food which leading to weight gaining and very often what can call obesity. Let's relate back to my previous post - workout! I have a secret to share with all of you , I CANT STOP EATING AT ALL! Some people would comment on my figure like "OMG you eat so much yet you still quite skinny." I am not even consider skinny at all , I don't have tight gap , sexy collarbone or weight 49kg and below. It's illusion , I just hide all my fats with my clothes that's all! I admitted I am average / fat but never looking skinny at all.
I have tried a lot of ways trying to stop myself from overeating but it's not working at all. Some would say "maybe you just have to wear something tight like high waist jeans." It's not helping at all , if I wear something tight it creates an illusion for me that I'm still hungry or I have some spaces to fit in my desserts. I can just simply just pull my jeans up. Even drinking water was not working for me at all. I drank it 30 minutes before my lunch , I still feel hungry after my meal.
Few of the best solutions are having a few yogurt bars in your bag , that's a replacement for your sweets or sugar craving. Drink more than one glass of water before your lunch , eat slowly chew it for at lest 20-30 seconds before you swallow it .
workout
Yes , today topic would be on workout. We ALL WANT A SEXY BODY , however we have a small problem here - FOOD. I cannot resist any sweet or sugary stuffs at all like pastries , sweets , soda , etc. That's a major problem I have even though I like vegetables (like all kinds~) . When I was browsing through app store , one of the app had caught my eye : Blogilates. In case if you don't know who is Blogilates, her name is Casey. She is a You Tuber who always posts videos about fitness. Personally , I love her workout! It's effective as long as you always keep to your goals. The app Blogilates have calendar , videos, forum , recipes and shop. I just gotten my very first Beginner Workout Calendar at SGD $1.28, it's worth it if you stick to your goals. Each day is a different workout , sometimes it can be a abs or a full body workout. My problems are fats located around my tummy , no tight gaps and flabby arms. From today onwards I am going to work like a beast and sweat like a beauty.
English part 2
Finally done with CTs, just started working recently. I didn't like my job as a waitress especially in banquet. Incase you do not know what's going on during operation. Before we start , our managers would brief us what's tonight menu, what to take note of. For a newcome I am assigned to cocktails' section which means you would be able to see me walking around with drinks before the door opens. Afterward I need to rush back to my station and start serving my guests. One table there would be 10 guests seated, sometimes it would be only 8 or 9 persons. After the guests had left , I need to start clearing my table and side station. Some of us would think that's the end for waiters and waitress, but No! We still have to clear away table cloths and reset all the tables setting.
Name: Lo Yuk Ling
Lks-Rose has been my official personal blogging site since 2014. I normally don't change my URL names
unless I have to for crucial reasons. At first I blogged for about half a year and then I totally abandoned my blog for another
3+ months for tumblr. After getting used to tumblr, I only saw tumblr as a reblogging sites, and I moved back to blogspot because I can't seem to find tumblr as a serious personal blog, I think it's more for reblogging ideas and images.
Travel to Paris 
