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 Find Mr Right or give up on L.O.V.E?
It's 12:38am now I'm still watching naruto at this point of time. The reason is simple because I am having insonmia. These few days I'm not really having a good time with Sylvia or anyone else I had met. To Sylvia : if you're reading this I'm sorry to say all the mean things to you because of my shitty attitude. 

Ever since I had broke up with Mr Huang, I'm always thinking the next person I'm dating is he/she the right person for me? To be honest I don't consider myself to be lesbian /bisexual at all. I feel I'm asexual all along. Dating is not essential part of my life,  I could simply choose to date someone or not.It's a choice for me all along and I'm completely fine with it. Now I'm with someone new , I began to question myself. Is he/she the right person for me or he/she is another passerby in my life to teach me something.

I always remember the quote" we met for a reason ,either you're a blessing or a lesson.". When a relationship had ended I cried myself to sleep and putting a strong front to all my friends and family members just to let them know I'm not affected by it. It's too painful for my to bear the pain because I had put in effort and time in that particular relationship. When it's over , I began to doubt myself and my next relationship. Very often, it was a half baked relationship. 

Sad to say this , from that particular relationship onwards I never put in 100% of effort and time again. Love hurts when you're the one whom loved the other person way too much.  Yes I stopped searching for Mr Right. That doesn't mean I give up on love. No I didn't but neither I am waiting for my Mr right. Once again , back to asexual. 
"Find Mr Right or give up on L.O.V.E?" was Posted On: Wednesday, 14 January 2015 @04:13 | 0 lovely comments

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